The Mind Of A Dreamer: Archive

I was so close

Watching the notebook tonight,i was ready to give you up. To cut my losses and move on. And then you texted me, first, and out of nowhere. Marshall bercier, you know how to keep me holding on.

Feb 5th

I’m trying not to say it. every time we talk I’m bursting at the seams. And when I see you my whole day its made. I’d give so much for something as simple as a hug. I can’t wait til I can actually tell you how I feel, if I even get a chance, and the guts.

Feb 3rd

One of those girls.

I wanna be one of those girls youre into. You say theres not many. Im trying as hard as i can. Hoping it works out.

Jan 26th

I don’t know why I though we could be okay. I wish I could tell you all the things that are trying to burst their way out.

Jan 23rd

He is the one and only person i should feel absolutely nothing for, yet every time he puts something sweet as his status, i hope for just a second that its referring to me. Then i remember that thats impossible.

Jan 23rd

Im taking control of my life. Ive never had this kind of confidence. I finally see my worth. And im not letting anyone tear me down again.

Jan 22nd

As soon as my head hits the pillow, my mind goes straight to the place i avoid all day.

Dec 27th

Today

I sent you a text. Like so many times before, with hope filling me almost to the point of bursting. As soon as i began to accept that u werent replying, ever, your name appeared on my screen. Im feeling faint and my hearts pounding and i cant really breathe, but this is the calmest ive felt since i lost you..

Dec 19th

All i want for christmas is the cute frys boy.

Every time i see him i tell myself im gonna get his number. Then i chicken out :\ One of these days i’ll do it.

Nov 29th

I'm still lost without you.

Every night I think of all the things I would say if you gave me the chance. I’d tell you how broken I am. How I tried so hard to forget. But these boys aren’t you. They don’t talk like you. Their smiles don’t shine like yours. Their touch doesn’t leave my skin tingling. Their voices don’t calm me. And their kisses don’t leave me speechless, love struck,...

Nov 29th

I’m trying to stick up for myself. I’m so sick of people walking all over me and talking to me however they feel. I want to come off as strong as I know I am. So starting now, I’m putting my foot down.

Nov 26th

I think I legitly have feelings for this guy. And I’m not sure I like it.

Sep 12th

Aug 17th

I really, reallyyy, just want someone to cuddle with. I feel like shit every day and when I lay down I just wish I had someone to hold me and tell me things to make me smile. Where is this person :\

Aug 17th

I hate when people post

The same thing a million times.

Jul 12th

I think I’ve found my new obsession. I guess really its an old obsession, back on steroids. Every week I make it through by cuddling with my daughter and waiting for the weekend. Then when it comes I get dolled up and go looking for relief Then when the music hits, I’m better. Everything floats up and away I dance and dance and I feel alive. I love it. And I think I’m addicted :]

Jul 11th

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Marshall austin bercier

If your out there, I miss you. Unbelievably, Uncontrollably, Foolishly, And truly. I spend every day hoping to hear from you And every night remembering our moments together. I love you, As silly as it may be.

Jul 10th

I feel like something

Is missing. I wanna party I wanna get fucked up.

Jul 3rd

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I'm ready

For something new. For someone new. I’m ready for someone to wow me Show m what I’ve been missing. Sweep me straight off my feet and make me forget about the boys that have been before. And just stay. Tell me you love me and just stay. I wanna take someone by the hand and know its right. I’m ready to let myself go And feel free. I wanna have someone tell me their story Every...

Jul 1st

Tmi Tuesday!

Go on. Ask away.

Jun 22nd

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I am terrified of love. I think its dangerous and unnatural to be that crazy about someone to be able to trust them and let your guard down I think its something they should warn you about in school, Something to tell stories of around the campfire. Cautionary tales. I dont think anyone should ever get so attached that they start saying silly things like forever. but I would give anything to fall...

May 29th

I've forgotten how

to change my picture :o

May 29th

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I'm a wreck.

Everything in my life is fucked up and I don’t know how to begin to put it back together. I feel my depression kicking back up and its back with a vengeance. I feel so confused on everything and overly apathetic. I fear it will break me. I want marshall with me. I want spencer gone from my head. I’d like my bestfriend to give a fuck about anything at any pointin time. I need something...

May 27th

My friend got me thinking about him..

Now I can’t breathe and I feel naseous. I think I have a problem.

May 26th

I love

good morning texts :]

May 25th

I dont care how pathetic it is

i love you.

May 25th

2 tags

Actually duckie..